I resonate with a lot of these man, it’s brutal! I don’t know if I want to go into all of it on the blockchain to be tucked away forever but I as well don’t have any of the friends I grew up with. They’re either dead, a piece of shit or just stopped talking to me. I’ve got a few neighbors that are nice enough and good people but it’s mainly my wife and son that are my friends now. No one talks about the difficulties of men in this regard! Life is stressful as shit and then you combine that with social isolation and it’s brutal.

Your next goal should be to get the hell out of Commiefornia I think! Fuck that place, that woke bullshit is disgusting. Military vets are ones that need the jobs for the sacrifices you’ve made and things you’ve seen and experienced. Outside of that hell hole state, lots of other places knock down your door to hire people with those backgrounds.