Lately, especially in the last 2-3 weeks, my motivation was something really hard to find. Just finishing 3rd year of college and working at the same job for more than 2 years now had me questioning my life choices.
I'm working in a big corporation as a game tester. Until lately, this was kinda monotonous, just a job for the period of college to not depend on parents for money. This changed about 6 weeks ago when I somehow became responsible for a team of 6, but without any increase cause this place has fixed salaries so nobody really can negotiate for something better, so between me with my 2 years of experience and someone who was hired 3 weeks are isn't any difference, except for the fact that I teach him everything that he must do.

I have been trying to get a new job in the past few months, had some great interviews, but at the end there was always someone else that they liked more.
I really had high hopes in 3 of them, but the response was always negative; I know that I need to stay positive,I've tried to get some new hobbies, get rid at least of some of my bad habits, keep my head up, but, the time came when I enter to work and the wave of thoughts is hitting me again(what am I doing wrong? why I can't get something better?) and so on.