Thank you so much xrayman for your support and kind words. I really am grateful. Please accept my sincere condolences for your loss of a relative. It is so hard, isn't it? Any family/carers or even patients themselves have told me, if people only knew how awful cancer can be, they would protest until world governments invested in its cure like they did for Covid and more. I believe we do not conquer our demons until we face them. I suppose this little blog is my way of facing my demon- cancer. Again thank u.