My 2019: Achievements and Failures - DCooperation story !

This post is about my Achievements and Failures in this year.

I'm almost a full time steemian and I do my best to be positive about the blockchain no matter what I see happening in it. Nothing is perfect in our world and nothing could be. Even steem or me. While I see steem failing in the price and the rating in coinmarketcap. Maybe you will tell me that's not important, but I think that is. I see it as well winning in term of having a strong community that loves it because it's great technology. Because it gives the opportunity to anyone to find his place or create one.

The same about me. I fail to be in the trending page in steemit and it's hard for me to build the community I'm building for almost two years and that's @dcooperation. I failed to get delegations from whales or big projects like @blocktrades. I failed creating the whale I was always dreaming about to support as much steemians as I can. I failed to be noticed and supported when I create initiatives to promote steem blockchain. Like the one about promoting steem in forums.. And others that I will not name here, because I don't think it will be noticed anyway, because I'm not in the trending page, I'm not a whale, I don't have time to be active in communities, I'm not an insider in a big project in steem, I'm not a whale. Or maybe I'm just not doing the right things to be there and I need to prove I'm dedicated steemian more than 2 years and half.

But if we talk about me as a steemian, so I'm happy about myself, because I didn't lose hope in steem. I still promote it. I still defend it in other social media when someone say things about it. I still create on it, I still build the community no matter what. I interviewed over 100 steemians and you can find that in my youtube channel.. I still inspire and motivate some steemians to create and promote steem. I didn't left steem no matter what. I'm the top creator in @threespeak. I think the platform is helping me to stay in steem, without them I will not be able to survive here.Thanks to all the team. This seesm know about my situation in life, because I'm still that foreigner in Russia with a little two years old child and old mother to care about. I'm thankful to @oracle-d and @theycallmedan. They are keeping a lot of steemians here. I'm proud to be supported by them and to promote their initiatives. I choosed the right side in steem and that's my achievement. After being deleted from dtube curation team because a troll telling lies about me.

An other important achievement I'm proud about is winning in the war against me. The troll who did things to me in steem was attacking me for months. She was contacting all delegators of @dcooperation to make them remove their delegations. She wrote tweets about me. She spear lies about me in all steem. She did her best to make me look evil. But I ignored that and kept creating and curating. I'm thankful to all our delegators who didn't listen to the troll and kept their delegations, even if they reduced that a lot. We still have 35 delegators and that's great. Those are all people trusting me a little part of their steem power, believing that I'm doing good things with @dcooperation. Thanks to those who are sending us content, because I use everything to power up and to upvote our members. From both @dcooperation and my account. I don't care about the low upvote we have, but I care about the right distribution of that power. I do my best to make the gamification working, to upvote those who are sending us content, to find out more good content to create, to support somehow those who are supporting us.