I absolutely can relate. Productivity is something that I think about, on a daily basis. What am I doing? What should I be doing? Yesterday I think I had a breakthrough though. It occurred to me to ask: what would I like to be doing? It felt liberating. It felt like I was moving/acting from a place closer to my center (my intuition), instead of acting according to my head, according to an idea of what I should be doing, an idea that probably got implanted from the outside, from a bunch of cultural messaging. Absolutely I sometimes like/love to work. And sometimes, like yesterday, I like to just sit.