Come on friend, hope is the last thing you lose, I think my application to the contest raised some controversies and I think it fills me more than people like you serve them something, you have to be clear that everything will depend on your aptitude, because if not You have tried and you think that you are going to fail for sure it will happen, on the contrary if you make a little effort and leave life more than a few complaints, I can assure you that there are people out there going through something worse and they give it their best face to life, this reminds me a while ago how I was going down the road and at a traffic light I saw a man who did not have his two forearms and with what was left of them he had a small basket full of sweets, some pens and even a couple of flags of those that you hang inside your windshield, and even more impressive when you paid him a product since he took the bill that you gave him with his mouth and extended what was left of his arms so that you could take the change yourself, and whenever I can and I go through that traffic light I specifically try to have the opportunity to help that great person a little, now imagine that instead of facing life and only complaining and deciding to do nothing! Nahhh friend, every bad situation, no matter how heavy it is, has a solution and it will depend greatly on how you approach it, the only thing that I doubt and can have a solution is the death of the rest there will almost always be a solution!