based on my observations, living the life of an adult is better than being a kid.
...because the adults won't show us how reality was back then.

Exactly. If I just knew beforehand that being adult is not easy, sana di nalang ako nag inarte nung bata ako hahaha.

Anyways, so proud of you for fighting for your life. You're courageous for fighting your own self and choosing to live :))