I guess, the situation you had in your childhood really left a mark on you. You're not alone with this ate. Actually, a recent report shows that the woman who gets pregnant in the Philippines is decreasing. Siguro yun nga sa hirap ng buhay at sa mga naexperience at nakita nila sa family nila kaya medyo nahihinder sila pumasok sa pag-aanak. Buti pa ako 💅, char hahaha