Ah bless you, dear friend... Your horror story around the window reminds me of that state that I occupied as a child,not knowing if my nightmares were from sleeping hours or not. It is a great soul who signs up for this kind of resolution of lineage trauma, and it is powerful for me too, to read your humourous and light discourse around your past 🪷🙏🤗 Myself, I still tend to dwell a tad on the heaviness of it at times, but a mutually-ridiculously-funny twinflame helps transform everything 😍🌷🌟💝 Happiness & peace to you 🌼