So incredibly sorry for your loss and thank you for allowing us a glimpse into your lives. I'm sure you know that you were beyond blessed to have the opportunity to meet and grow with your soulmate, and I know she'll always be with you. I may be crazy - , but I believe you are also intertwined outside of this life and that she has moved on to beauty and reality. I just hope you find peace and take care of yourself for all of our sake. Best regards