T ime wasted, soul lost and money cremated,
H ands clasped, slouched and head spinning,
E ven though he knew deep down there was no chance of winning.
G ut wrenching and guilty plagued feeling,
A lcohol consuming,
M others trust and bond breaking,
B laming but yet still craving,
L ies told, excuses made, if only the f+ck+ng rent was paid!
"E choes" from within bouncing around inside his scolded mind taunting and persisting,
R e-bet re-bet.
Picture drawn by me 