Lol, I like to think I am disciplined and that I am planning for my future and then I look back on the year and think, you know what there's a lot of stupid things I bought and like times I wasted money like when I have good in the house, and I'm like let's order sushi instead lol.

So I'm aware I still fall for those instant trappings; no man can resist it all of the time. But I see it as progress not perfection and I will treat myself sometimes, but there's defiantly times I waste money