Today thinking to myself of the rut that i am in compared to where i would like to be at my "age"...i feel like i can accomplish having everything that i want...would have preferred that what i want came sooner then when it comes later is all. None of this will really matter once the Alien tech is released anyways. I will be able to do everything that i ever dreamed of with the alien technology so will u. I just feel like such a rut in that i'd like to be able to have all my friends over at a big mansion place like the one Bam has n we just do whatever we want every day cause we have money like the Paul Brothers...i want to go skiing one day, then to the beach the next then back to base with the friends to come up with some crazy idea of a music video...Gotta enjoy not having all that for the moment.... guess maybe once u have it u might get bored of that life style...i have no fucking idea how one could get bored of a lifestyle like that. I dislike choosing between working a job that i hate or working a job that i dislike to get by both are bad except i get to choose the job i dislike over the job that i hate. I'm pretty happy overall for the most part, all that is is god testing me...fuck u god i love u. All this is is a fuckkinng game test. The person living on the streets is questioning the same thing at this very moment why god, why am i living on the streets when i worked so hard." .... the rich kid living in a nice apartment with a nice car that his parents bought him might be saying " why god, why did u give me so much that i have no desire to chase anything, everything was given to me so people dont respect me" /////im here like fuck that last dudes thoughts haha...n the dude on the streets is like fuck my thoughts....and the rich dude is like fuck that poor persons thoughts. this is all like a game of rock paper sizzers....one hand is better then the other but all are equal in a way.. recently i came across this quote which i mentioned before by Micheal Jackson
“If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.”
– Michael Jackson
and i love it cause wtf the thing kinda makes sense. who the heck was sitting around quoting what Jackson said anyways idk where all these quotes come from i feel like people make quotes up that "famous" people said sometimes
