What we can do in front of that all mighty univers controller . We are just puppet in the hand of God.
It is always unbearable and sad when we lose one of our family members. We don't have control over these things. There we look towards God. God always think good for everyone. It is our bad luck that sorrow comes in our part.
Your father will be happy in heaven to see you taking the responsibility of the family. We cannot fulfill their presence, but we can definitely fill the gap a little by discharging our responsibilities properly.
May God give you courage to carry on your responsibilities very well in the absence of your father..
Have patience brother, Time heals all wounds.🙏🙏