I had a lot of unusual boyfriends, I always think about it when I think about some of them ... one of them was a gangster, the second was a military officer, he fought in "hot spots" and he had a scar from a bullet in his thigh. Third - the attache of the UK Embassy for National Security, etc., Fourth worked as a resuscitator, the fifth - a racing driver, and now a policeman wants to meet with me.
Now I myself do not believe in what I write, it even seems incredible to me. The most surprising thing is that probably this is my peculiarity - to attract unusual men to me, there is nothing more extraordinary in me, the usual student from Ukraine.
And still it seems to me that I live very bored, I do not have enough, desperately there is not enough of a spark in life, I know - maybe better, maybe more, more active, but I can not catch this feeling, it's every time slips, slips between my fingers, as soon as I touch it.
I constantly try to find a new level, sometimes even jump into this gap and barely have time to look around and understand "there will be good for me," but I can not find a way there, I always wait for someone to take my hand and lead me there.
And it's easy for me because the cold has passed, I'm not sick anymore, but inside there is only a desire for good and happiness and nothing more. I will not take you anymore, but it will be better, too, right?
