FujiXT10, natural light, 18mm f2
your bulged eyes while chocking
has nothing to do
with my erectile dysfunction
as you gasp for air in this boring afternoon
so I just take comfort in the beauty
of the pause between your heartbeats
to listen to the silence
of that bus stop
where I first met you
and I curiously blow your tiny hairline in the back of your neck
praying for an outcome
tracing maps on your back
secrets
hoping and giving up
in this whirlpool of dead feelings
as I fuck your smelly cunt
