I am sorry to hear about your struggles but happy to hear that you persevered to get to where you are now. Taking a break and reaccessing your situation is a very healthy approach. I hope that in time you will find the healing that you deserve. I would say that just because of bad experiences... you shouldn't change who you are at the core of your being. Seeing the potential and holding on to the possibilities is a blessing and a curse. But, more often than not it's something that can help you achieve the pinnacle of potential when the time and circumstances are right.

It's not much, but while you were gone i think i tagged you a bunch of times and i did post the portrait of you. So, you missed some art at the least. I hope it warms your soul and encourages you that you do have bonds and friends that endure! I am sure this time in your life is just a stepping stone to the best yet to come for you in all that life has to offer. I will keep you in my prayers. When/If you get time... you don't have to comment or upvote but it would be nice for you to go check it out!