I am sorry about your furry friend, something similar happened to me and it is inevitable to think what happened to him, where he is and thousands of questions that we ask ourselves daily, hoping that one day we can find him. And although the days and months go by, we don't lose hope of seeing him again.

I know how you feel, and I wish that your kitten has found a home, where he is loved, cared for and protected as you did. Greetings