Wow, is all I can say, I don't know how to start putting my thoughts into words but one thing I am sure of is that this is a deep shit and maybe it's time to let go and just focus on yourself more and watch what unfolds.

Thinking about it won't help you and just maybe might play a part in you making the wrong or the right choice when he comes back to you.

A man who doesn't know what he wants isn't worth the stress dear no matter how caring and gentlemanly he is.

That's just my advice anyway. Your instincts will tell you what's best to do but try to take your mind off it.

It's a lovely read @didiee