Glad you shared @californiacrypto, it's refreshing to hear and it inspires me with my own sobriety. I've had that feeling to delete what I've started typing at times but it's always about as raw and real as it comes. Can't ever really be ashamed of that, it's just a fact of life.

Hats off to you for making the decision to separate entirely from your old pals, it's not easy but it's the only way forward realistically.