You get it! I must admit I will probably always be intrigued be the realm of esoteric. But, I am coming to understand that even if I read or watch videos about certain subjects doesn't mean I need to practice them. I live in the country and am very busy with farm chores after all. So making bouquets, collecting rocks, and beautifying my surroundings is the most practical magick and that is where my purpose lies, at least for now.

I really appreciate your heart-felt comment!!