Sorry for all the struggling you have been going through over the years!

I do hope things get better.

As for the haters online, I think accepting & ignoring is the best course of action. Personally I don't find much of that here on HIVE but it does exist. Even more so on other corners of the web like tiktok!! I used to delete negative comments but now I see it as a good thing. Sometimes haters are actually just fans who don't have a hold on their jealousy.

I feel that jealousy in myself too when I see that other creators here on HIVE get so much higher rewards than I do, when I feel like I put more effort into my posts.

At the end of the day, though, we are all here more so for the benefits of sharing our lives. The rewards are a secondary benefit.