The first time I consumed the magical flesh of a psilocybe cubensis is a vivid memory!馃槀
I was 16 yrs old, hungry for life experience, enticed by the subtle mystery, and compiling doubts in THESYSTEM! So, when a friend of mine told me she knew where to get mushrooms I was eager to munch!馃榾馃構
I ate an eighth of an ounce馃崉, smoked some weed and kinda forgot a bout it for some time. About an hr latter I started feeling a little nauseous, I looked up at my friend, and her face kinda shifted slightly blueing and bluring she frickin turned into a zombie on me(wtf), I remained calm and remembered those little fun guys. I could tell she was starting to feel it too, and for some reason I thought she would find it interesting and would help my experience to tell her what I was hallucinating it came out kinda creepy(which it was),and she decided to go on her own trip. Whew, that's when the rolls started...
I decided to go outside for some fresh air. Went to the yard and stammered up to an old sycamore tree. When I looked at the tree a gust of wind blew the branches that almost seemed to respond to my presence. As I drew in a deep breath I noticed a branch wiggling towards me I could feel it breath on me. Ah fresh air and as I let out my breath I could see the tree absorb my breath. So I sat there a while just observing this interaction with this tree for a moment. I could see the energy around me. I was having a conversation. The tree asked me to sit under Neath it that I would stay there forever, I'm pretty sure it wanted to eat me!
It took alot of effort to get up from there.
As comfy as the tree made it sound... I went back inside sat on my couch. I could feel everything in my body! My heartbeat, my breathing, I could feel the blood pulsing through my veins! With my growing awareness of self myriads of memories flooded my mind stimulating every spectrum of associated emotion! Ahhhh the rolls.. laughing, crying, laughing, crying. Breaking into epiphanies of beingness, like I was experiencing life for the first time with new eyes.
