It is so difficult to discuss these things with people that do not know.

I am glad you had such experiences, and also sad that you had such a life that was bad enough to push you out of your body.

Through meditation you can get farther then any of those drugs.
And there is dream practices that can get your further in your dreams.

Yes, we are all God, playing a game of pretend, because new experiences are the thing.

But, we also have to balance that with a firm understanding that we are in a physical body and need to take care of it, and not do things too recklessly.

There are many layers, and thus many view points of what is happening.

Thanks for reading