We are in a different time.

What needs done, is observation.

The world is not the same place it was 10 years ago, 5 years ago.
All of the big things are seemingly happening elsewhere, without our input.

Let us take Gaza.
We are watching a lot of propaganda, and a lot of people aren't even biting.
"Hamas" attacked us, we must attack back. ho hum

The real story, someone left a gate unwatched, at a particular time. Hamas drove through with a convoy and did all kinds of horror with a film crew behind them.
All the while, someone was playing the stock market. Shorting Isreal.
The girl, supposedly folded in a not so good way is alive and well in a hospital.

What we are supposed to do here is see the horror they show us and be neutral about it.
It is obviously a false flag.
We should look for the man behind the curtain.

Now, what is the big things we are supposed to do? Build communities, grow food. Teach others to grow food. We are not here for war. We are here to do the opposite of war. Make people, the group, more resilient.

You might say we are here to help the normies through these times.
To point out that Hamas was a false flag.

Your job is to heal yourself. All the healing that you do this lifetime will carry into next lifetime.

To me, these emotions you are having are completely normal.