Caffeine is a weird drug, and it is even more weird what your mind will cook up to get some more of this drug.

I quit coffee cold turkey. I wanted to heal my adrenal glands.
The one things most researches can agree on, is that caffeine does deplete the adrenals.
And i am really not sure if it has worked.

I miss coffee.
I am more stable across the day now.
But i do miss the focus and warm belly i could get from a cup of coffee.
... like, really miss it.

I too didn't respond as usual to caffeine. The stuff calmed me down and gave me focus. Yes, i could use it to go to sleep if i so desired.

Just weird.