Nothing of the sort.

In Tibet there are people who do not believe in cell phones
but in America, there are people who do not believe that one can ascend in one lifetime. - Dalai Lama

What one notices when one studies a lot of religions is the similarity.
What one realizes when one trains their mind to access other realms is that they see, what many people have seen before.

A guided meditation to a strange cave, meeting a stranger being
AND EVERYBODY remember her wearing the same clothes. (that were not described by the guide)

It is not easy to access God. And even after you make contact, the connection is not clear. However, you can get better at it, and get more useful information.

And then you find out the things God thinks are important to your life are almost meaningless to those who would want to prove God, or no-God, or precognition...

So, it is not easy, and no your feelings are not that trivial.

I do concede that many people have used the name of God to start wars, attack people / nations, and are still using the name of God to control people.