Ahn...
I believe everyone is ordinary, and our limitations only exists in our minds. You don't have good luck, I agree. You don't have bad luck either. No one has luck. Life just happens to everyone, and how we deal with what happens to us is what makes all the difference.

You have a gift for writing, you might not know it yet but there are people you write better than. And I believe that should count for something.

And please, always remember that the fact that you are ordinary, is what makes you extraordinary.

Thank you for sharing this with us.