Hi, ackhoo, wonderful to see you and be back. Yes, it's nice to be back and finding you all here. I have missed you, but things have been that way that I haven't had the time or the mental energy to visit you.

It's heartwarming for me to get such a warm welcome from you; it feels like being back "home" and meet up whit the "family." Yes, we were, and are, such a strange family, the tights that were formed on Tsu, onward through all the other SF we trie; we wanted to be together, and I want that too. I hope that things will not turn back to the hell I've been through again, or at least, I get a brack from it, and then I will both have the time and inspiration to participate in Steemit, and other things on the veb I'm trying. Like making a YouTube channel ;) Never in a lifetime, would I have gest that I would do something like that. But, there it is, and now I'm going to tell my "dance storry "there. It's the story of my life, travel through heaven and hell, but describe it through dancing, is a way that I think fits my storytelling. And hopefully also music, I'm planning to put my music there, hopefully soon.

To see someone as close as a sister starts on this jurny is much more then what I went true seeing my friends start this walk. It is said that it takes about two years to get one together again after a loss. Be it a breakup of lovers or death of someone close to one. But what one does those 2 years are crucial; cos if we don't go through all the 5, some say 7, stages of grieving, then maybe we will never get over it. I know people that never went trou the grieving process and are still stuck in a terrible place in life, many, many years later. One part of the grieving proses is to accept and embrace the sorrow, but we don't have to do it just by crying, well, we have to do that too, get it out, but to find a way to embrace that feeling in some other way to so we can change it into something else and sett it free to fly away into the sun, or sunset, whatever is more beautiful and enlighting. In your case, I guess that your sunset window would be the appropriate way to fly away when it's ready to be lett loos, I think. I still envy you of your "sunset window," you have shown us so many times what a gem it is. So if for me it's trou dancing, maybe yours are the sunset window, who knows.