So and so, let's not talk about it, it would only make you depressed. But I got one "good" news, I did the crazy thing to open my own YouTube channel just for recordings of my dance, yes I do more than take photos, dancing is for me what breathing is for others and it's just a personal cannel for me to let out steam and do something creative and put my soul on the table for others but especially for my self. I just opened it 2 hours ago and put in the first dance video, it's on my blog page here on Steemit if you want to see one 59-year-old dance like most probably you haven't seen anyone dance before;). It's been my lifeline sins I was a teenager, I just have to dance, dance and dance, and will do so till the end of days.