Certainly, I only wish I had a job now to help keep me afloat because I see me drowning slowly each day as the little hole in my boat is expanding little by little as the patches being made aren't helping. I'm one of those lazy people we have around in the world and pretty hardworking still, ironic tight. Most of the time we just want things on a platter which certainly does not happen.
I sit sometimes and glare at my hive power and ask why isn't it moving then I recall I've had to power down a couple of times to help put food on my table and pay some debt. It really doesn't matter now because we are here for the long haul.
Recalling when I started blogging here with nothing and just in college but today, I find myself in a state where there's no job outside to compliment my blogging here on the blockchain. The fact is that one still has to keep on giving value daily while looking at what the future would bring. Really need another job especially one that wouldn't take me out of my comfort zone but would help me utilise my intellectual property as I get easily listless when being overwhelmed.
Looking over at hivestats, I seen that over my one year on the blockchain, I've made a total of 1.6k Hive and got 490 Hive Power staked today. Well that doesn't say something nice as numbers don't lie and clearly the numbers say it all. Truth is what's necessary is that I'm here now doing the best I can. I think I'm sounding defensive. I'm a work in progress and would never stop working to always get better at anything I do especially that which is within sight and reach.
This is the bear season, the first which I've ever been in and there have been great loss especially when I sold 120 Hive power around May/June. The sale was necessary to get to this point, there'd always be continuity in accumulation of my hive power, as I expected 500 HP at the end of July and sure it's going to happen within the next couple of days. Right now, I've been post rewards 100% Hive and 50% HBD / 50% HBD to get back 1k HP at the end of the year.
Just keeping it together each day and looking forward to the next day to always rise up and put in the work while giving value and bringing growth.
Thanks for visiting my blog till next time.