I Won't Apologize to My Abusers

I am not unfamiliar with abuse. I think I have been on the receiving end of every type of it. Physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, manipulation, gaslighting, narcissism, victim blaming...

No, I am not unfamiliar with abuse... But I refuse to be silent on it any longer.

POV: I am pregnant. It is 7:00 o'clock in the morning and everyone is still asleep. I am nauseous and get into a shower to puke. My mother-in-law wakes up and knocks on the door not but 10 minutes later -- "Are you gonna be much longer in there?!" I apologize for throwing up and quickly rush out of the bathroom.

POV: I am pregnant. I am sitting on the bus with my 3-year-old daughter, sick to my stomach. I pull out my vomit bag and discreetly finish puking. I quietly cry because of my situation. The woman sitting directly in front of us WHIPS her head around so she can stare at us. "Sorry," I whisper with tears in my eyes.

POV: I am pregnant. I am the most sick I have ever been the entire pregnancy. I hear the news that Charlie Kirk has been assassinated for having opinions. I am told that I'm not supposed to mourn over a man who shares the same views as myself. I watch as people celebrate his death -- celebrate MY death. And APOLOGIZING to the people who would celebrate my death, ON TOP OF THAT.

"Did you hear what he said about this group of people?" Yet I'm not allowed to hear what THEY say about ME. I am called a "white devil," "Nazi sympathizer," "Zionist," "fascist," for choosing to have morals that I stand by. I am told that something SO SIMPLE as the word "fatigue" can now constitute as a hate crime -- punishable to LIFE IN PRISON here in Canada -- and I watch as a woman in hijab stares at me, trying to decide whether or not she "heard" (pretended to hear) something she didn't like. It's as simple as that!

There has never been a more obvious time that goodness is in peril -- I have never seen a more blatant display of good vs. evil. I feel like I'm living in the times of Noah -- evil is being normalized and celebrated, while good is being openly persecuted.

"The world crucified a perfect man; do not expect them to treat you any differently."

(Source: https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1M4s16mbvb/)

I stand by my beliefs. I will NEVER sacrifice my faith for useless degenerates. I would MUCH rather be persecuted for my beliefs than continue to live in a society of wolves in sheep's clothing.

The only thing I care about is my family, and my children have to live in a world that views them as "white genocidal colonizers." My children live in a world where they can be KILLED for saying, "There are only 2 genders" -- killed for WORDS. For TRUTH. Well, what kind of life is that?

Get f🖕🖕ked. Life is survival of the fittest, so the next time an ignoramus gets a chip on their shoulder, I consider the fact they wouldn't even be here if not for the greatest countries on this earth. Count your blessings!~