I am a mother too. And I hope my children someday will understand me too like how you do with your mom. There is no excuse when bent out our anger to our children. It is just sometimes there is so much on our plate, it spills. We became so irritable that anything triggers our emotional outburts. But at the end of the day we became so guilty of not able to control ourshelves.

And to those who think of committing su*****. Pls don't even think about it. As a parent, we don't only feel sad of the loss and move on. Never will that happen. More than the sorrow is the GUILT that will forever haunt us. We will never forgive ourselves for not being good enough of being your parent.