From the first time I passed it the tree remained firmly standing there. The leaves that fall in the wind beautify the atmosphere near the tree, the fresh green grass is still there. I walked the grass around the old tree, feeling the coolness I once felt. Closing my eyes stretched out my hands and breathed in the air that went straight into my chest, the void I had been missing, the happiness I once felt in my mind the memory I tried buried and lost now appeared like a movie trail, grooved and neatly arranged as it used to be. "This time let once I remember those times". Those words that come out of my heart I do not try to hold all the memory I follow what happened, so my heart will not feel tight again.
The wind flew my well-written papers on the park bench. Tasku was lying on that bench too my eyes were covered with cloth somehow my friend's dion pulled me from writing to a place not too far from the seat.
"Well open your eyes". The cloth was detached from my eyes I saw something so beautiful, a tree with many colorful paper bird hangers there. I shut my mouth in disbelief "lo do dion? Seriously? "I stared at him in disbelief he actually did it.
Again the wind in my hair made me fold my arms across my chest and glue the jackets I wore. In front of me the vast landscape lay and I was getting carried away, tears running down my face I could not stop him. "Dion wait !! I ran after the dion that was getting farther away from me my breath was getting heavy and my head was getting dizzy until I was unconscious.
I opened my eyes infusion mounted in my hand, breathing device in my nose I was in the hospital. I can not remember why I'm here but I remember one thing, DION. I tried to get out of bed but my head felt heavy. The touch of a man's hand comforts me the touch that has been one year this fills my days, who loves me and looks after me. ADIT, he's my boyfriend.
She is someone I love in school admire from class 1 high school. Thanks to dion I have it now even feel it is very close to me. Thanks to dion I know that adit also liked me from the beginning. I cried in adit's arms, I really feel guilty I never feel disappointed sick like this. "Quiet din, dion not papa".
My hands are getting colder I still regret the dark night. The touch that I felt as usual appeared, adit came and hugged me from behind. I threw my breath slowly for my relief that the tears that had flowed I had erased before the arrival of adit. A smile spread across his face when faced with me, he looked at me suspiciously. I also tried to join the smile with him, remove feelings of suspicion in his heart and it managed to make him smile because happy.
It did not feel me and adit had long been dating, tomorrow is our second anniversary day. I'm starting to recall a year ago that I've always regretted to this day.
Dion clasped my hands tightly as he sat under our favorite tree, where the birds hung. Since the afternoon Dion kept staring forward without letting go of his grip from me and strangely he did not say a word to me. "Dion what does it mean like this, lately I bored here. Lo know tau malem this cave there is the same event adit ". I whine spoiled like I always do but dion totally ignored me. I tried to take my hand off the dion but the dion tightened his grip. "Why dion lo anyway? I was wrong with you ?? "I shook her body with one hand, suddenly .... deg deg !! Dion hugged me. The stuttering in my chest seemed to stop. Dion never did this before his irregular breath was clearly heard in my ears "I like you dina .." I'm silent the voice sounds very warm in my ears, my reappears now the degustation faster.
The evening breeze that blew at that moment was piercing. Why? What happened exactly? I do not understand. Dion, he's my best friend from smp likes me? Since when? When did it happen? Direct questions piled in my head racing to immediately I asked the dion. I let go of his hands and hugs easily, dion looked at me so gloomy that made me tremble my hands and feet begin to feel cold.
I already want to talk about this but maybe I have prepared not right because you have talked about adit ". Dion opened his voice before the question from my mouth came out. "Din i like you since first grade high school". I widen my eyes, one high school where I also feel a sense of love in adit.
"I love when we are always together, I love when you laugh with me I like you din, all about you .. !!" I stepped back a step it felt more crowded when someone who always there, always feel the happiness together, now feel hurt and pulled out all his heart complaints. "Then what now?" The question came from my mind. "I .. I want you to continue with me dina, I want you who is beside me and only me who is beside you"
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My tears flowed, Dion's gaze made me even less powerful to be here and here. I ran away from Dion alone I tried to hold back my chest pain. For some reason it feels painful "dina .. if you go it means you release me and all that we passed with .. !!!" shouting echoed where I stopped, it feels more pain. I do not understand why I feel it, do I also like dion ?.
"Din .. come on". Adit pulls my hand to a place where the memories become one and overlap. The scorching sun this morning has not been felt by me, what I feel right now is the pain. Yes the pain came back.
I turned around to see his fading face as it grew darker. I cried in pain, will I go and take off my friend's dion, my happiness, my joy? I hope all this is just a dream, I hope this never happens. The pain was piercing my heart and feelings, I looked around trying to stand upright and turn around. The wind seemed to hit me to get back but I fought it. I walked limp to go home.
Tinn .. tiiinn .. tinnn .. !! bright lights flashing my eyes, I just silent until the touch of the hand pushed me to the edge I just realized. I fell down with a sudden rush of rain. Vague people people around someone, I tried to wake up to see what happened and dion was there with blood on his head. "Dion ... tuuungguu !!! I tried to get up and run after the dion that was carried into the car. My breath began to get irregular and I fell down.
I stared at the mound of land that was in front of me, my tears could not be stopped again I was crying remember the pain. Dion maybe I know too late that I love you too but you will always be stored in my deepest heart as my best friend and loved one. I looked at adit who was beside me, he smiled happy and I also smile with him.