"Eh .. Eh! Cecil ah .. I still want to drink ice! Cindy !! Please help me! "Caca said while pulling Cindy's hand again selfie.
That's how we act every day at school. If again familiar, very familiar. But if it's like this, pull it there, pull it here. I'm Cecilia Hudneys, The Nerds Queen the book lover. My best friend, Caca Nichole The Big Queen slimy fat slobber and Cindy Redmond Selfie Queen selfie maker. We're a famous child in school known as triple-C. 11 years we have been friends since elementary school until now 11th grade.
That morning, break time. We headed straight to the library at lightning speed, because the rest was only 10 minutes away. And I do not want to waste my time running slowly like a snail or a snail. Rest for 45 minutes, we use pretty well. During the first 15 minutes to eat, 15 minutes longer play gadgets, selfie, status updates and so on, and the last 15 minutes to read books in the library. We are always on time, except when there are corrupt teachers taking breaks as school hours so we are forced to cancel our 15 minute routine schedule. Library. Surgaku at school. While the hell is in science class. Although I like to read, it does not mean I know everything. I like reading novels, that's all. And I'm not a spotty nerd that's spotty on both sides.

"So, what books do you read?" Asked a man in front of us.
"Hard Love," we replied in unison without taking a second off our eyes from the book.
"I'm Ben Flirck, you're very compact," he said, trying to get our attention. "It seems like reading is very exciting," said the Ben sitting down in front of us.
"All right, that's enough. What do you want ?! "I began to grow angry. We closed the 5cm thick book in a compact fashion.
"Cecil .. when we are still 5 minutes quiet .." said Caca directing his watch to me. "You do not have to be angry -" Caca said cut.
"Aucchh !!" cried the man, holding his forehead as if he was about to faint.
BRUKK !! True, he was instantly slammed to fainting. A pause. All eyes are on me, even Caca Cindy as if they think that I just sucked the soul of the newly fainted Ben.
"What?" I asked, confused, frowning.
"Lo ngisep his soul?" Cindy asked me with a plain face and sound quite loud. See.
Then the whole library immediately noisy and excited. Some people took Ben to be raised into a chair, others took warm tea and P3K.
"The seribet period is faint doang, most nervous chatting with us right?" I say frowning as he defends myself. Caca and Cindy looked at me sharply like a judge who made me a suspect. Tring !! The bell rang. "Fyuh! Almost aja! "I muttered a deep breath. Then we all went to class, while Ben was immediately surrounded by teachers.
The next day, I heard the Ben was admitted to the hospital. I feel guilty for yelling at him a bit yesterday. I kept wondering what I was causing her to go to the hospital. Because of Lenny the gossip has been spreading about yesterday's events. Now, I'm known by the nickname 'Sucker Soul'. It hurts to be an insult.
"Cecilia !!! Lo know not? Ben is critical! "Caca said shouting at me while shaking my shoulders.
"Hah? Serious? Do not get me wrong! "I said immediately leaving Caca to the park.
Today I'm so scared of Ben why. Because I think, if it gets so critical it seems like he has a serious illness. Finally, I decided to visit after school with Caca and Cindy. The school bell had gone off. I, Caca, and Cindy rushed to the hospital where Ben was being treated. I intend to make sure that it's not me that causes her pain to be critical. At the hospital, I saw 2 adults who seemed to be Ben's parents.
"Excuse me, is Ben being treated here?" I asked politely. They simultaneously nodded in alarm.
"I am Cindy Bu, this is Caca and this is Cecil. If you can ask, what is sick Ben? "Asked Cindy to the point.
"Ben has a brain cancer," replied his mother. "Stage 3," his father continued.
"But, Ben is not bald?" Caca asked Ceplos-Ceplos, Cindy and I glared at Caca, Caca directly pursed his mouth.
"What does he mean, there are no traits?" Cindy asked, her parents just shaking their heads. We also understand, Ben's parents do not want to be interviewed first.
A doctor came out of Ben's room, and went to his parents. We vaguely heard that Ben was getting better and conscious. Soon we and Ben's parents came in to meet Ben who was still lying weak. We are still standing at the entrance. Her mother burst into tears as she tried to smile in his hand. I see Ben whispering something to his parents. Then her parents left Ben and patted my shoulder softly. The three of us stood next to Ben's bed. Ben's face looked very pale, and somehow I became very worried.
"I want to apologize .." I said to the point. Ben smiled thinly.
"You just came home from school?" Ben asked. We simultaneously nodded.
"Cecil who invited us here, he's afraid of you why," Cindy said. I nodded stunned, precisely shook his head. Cindy could have said so embarrassed me. Just watch it later. I looked at Cindy as sharp as a razor ready to get my laser eye out. Then Cindy, Caca, and Ben chuckled softly. Given this hospital, I held my temper. At least I can see Ben getting back fresh even though his right hand is infused. Silence enveloped us for a few seconds, only the sound of Ben's heartbeats on the monitor into a quiet song.
"Thank you for coming friends. Cecil. Actually I just wanted to be honest with you when I really liked you Cecil, "Ben said, almost giving my heart a beat. I can feel my face heating up and already as hot as a boiled shrimp. It was from the dozens of men who expressed their feelings for me, only this time I can not refuse this man's request. "You do not have to reply to my feelings, I understand very well. I'm just not calm when it has not revealed that feeling, sorry if I disturb you ... "continued Ben smiling wistfully. It felt like tears had filled my eyes. Really I do not know why I'm so kind of touched like this. Which tissue is the tissue?
"Hmm .. Ben, sorry I still have business. I'll see you tomorrow, after school, "I say, ending this awkward moment. Ben nodded. Then we said goodbye to Ben's parents. The next day was a break, as usual in our last 15 minutes to the library. How shocked we were to see a man whose face was covered by a book sitting on our subscription seat while reading our book. Of course I'm angry. I immediately walked while stomping my feet followed by Caca and Cindy. Just wanted to get angry, my mouth is stiff and can not speak a word, because the man is Ben.
"L-lo nga-ngapain d-here?" I asked stutter. What kind of magic makes my tongue stiff, and my heart 100fold beats faster and makes me nervous.
"I read the book again. I recovered because of yesterday's yesterday, "Ben replied with his hazel eyes and a sweet smile with dimples on both cheeks. Just imagine he's an Afghan artist, very similar. And I realized it was handsome. "I'm waiting for an answer from you .." I know where the conversation is going.
"Gue, .. Mmm .. Yeah," I said like a clumsy person.
She smiled happily. After school we went to the carnival, climbed the monastery, the haunted house, and more. I'm so happy, I'm learning love.
The next day, he did not go to school for illness. Reportedly he was hospitalized and critical again. Without thinking, after school straight out of lightning I headed to the hospital in a taxi this time without Caca and Cindy because I had to hurry because of my bad hunch. Arriving at the hospital, Ben's parents cry. From the door of the room with the black glass, I saw the doctor was installing a heart defibrillator. I'm really worried and uneasy. Over and over again the doctor put on a heart shock until Ben's body jerked upward, but I could see through the door that the heartbeat monitor showed only a long line of green. The doctor finally got out of the room with a tangled face. And really what's my premonition because Ben is gone. My heart was crushed, like hundreds of knives pierced right in my heart. Last time I saw her face when we had fun at the carnival. It's a meaningful day for me. I do not want to see Ben's pallid face that is not breathing under a white cloth. Then Ben's parents gave me a pink letter. And they left. Its contents ..

"Dear Cecilia, Thanks for being my first and last love. Thanks for one day that you give to me. Do not worry, i'll always love you. But we must break up. I do not want you to stuck on me. When you read this, it means I'm not breathing. Forgive me. But I am calm to die in a loving girl like you. Love you more Cecil! Dead love, Ben. "
"I love you too Ben, always!".........