Do not act on your feelings . The suicide question is about ending pain not ending Our Lives it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem .
Now take a deep breath and be still and read below :
Imagine yourself floating above the planet because you've died.
You have nothing to worry about anymore and no one can see you because you don't exist anymore.
You don't have needs anymore or physical pain anymore.
You no longer have to worry about being rejected or accepted anymore by other people. You don't need validation anymore.
You no longer have to worry about having power or control.
Because you don't exist anymore you won't have to worry about having your feelings hurt anymore or your heart broken and you can't feel it anymore.
Because you don't exist anymore you don't have to worry about communication or hearing people's words and getting upset.
The dream of being able to float above the planet and think has come true; that's all you have to do now--- you're floating above the planet with just a consciousness.
As you've always been you're still connected to the Universe and you know it.
Imagine yourself now asking yourself:
NOW WHAT?
Is this what you really want? If your pain is gone and if no one can see you anymore and if you no longer are a burden to the world and if you can no longer participate is that really what you want?
If you are like me you are going to want to participate. You are still going to want to be part of this world even if it hurts!
At this point you are going to draw the conclusion that it is indeed not natural to commit suicide!
We all want to break from the pain. We all want a break from the pain. We all want a vacation. We all want to check in someplace when we are in a panic and having suicidal anxiety.
The suicide question is about wanting to get away from unbearable pain; it's not about wanting to die.
Now that's something that traditional crisis counselors probably will not tell you. Instead they will have you locked up in the hospital against your will and they will arrest you, like a criminal, along with the police. I hope you luck out and get a good counselor therapist crisis counselor or doctor who will know what the suicide question really is about. At least I do now. And I want to pass this on.
Carol E., suicide survivor
