The question "Who am I?" is the one I'm asking myself every day! Especially since I've graduated high school. I didn't know what I like to do, I didn't know what talents I have, I just had no plan who I actually am. Till now.
My graduation was June 2016. Now we have March 2018. Nearly two years passed and I've finally found my way to figuring out who I am. The process wasn't easy at all, neither for me nor for my family. Everyone thought that I am a hopeless case. And after a time I started believing them and giving up. But I've learnt so much during this period and if I've never had done all the things I have, I wouldn't be at the point of life I 'm now.
Firstly I joined university for architecture because there wasn‘t anymore much to choose from in June, all the entrance examinations already have been over. Only a few didn't require those. So I decided to start studying architecture, cause it sounded the most artistic to me. haha. Of course, it wasn't how I've imagined it to be and I couldn't see myself doing that forever. So I quit. Afterwards, I felt like the biggest loser!
And again... I didn't know what to do after quitting. I randomly decided to apply for a stewardess career to travel a bit. Two months after sitting every day from 8 am till 8 pm I passed the exams and from then on I was a Stewardess. After my 3rd flight, I knew already that this job is nothing for me. A half year passed, it was August and I quit. By the time of September, I registered myself again in University. But this time for economy and law. Don't ask me why! I don't know either. haha.
The first semester has come to an end and I've passed only one exam of four because I've failed every time. I knew that's the next thing I'm gonna quit as well. So I did! And now I'm happy. Why? Because I've done something I've always been too scared to try and fail.
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