The windows are open but it feels so suffocating...
I try to breathe but it seem so difficult...
Am trying to think but I can't seem to think...
Lots of questions I can't seem to find answers to...
Uncertainties and fears staring at me in the face...
Sometimes it feels there is something missing but I can't seem to place my fingers on it...
The days are fast yet slow...
I want to have fun but I can't seem to find the motivation to...
I want to meet with friends but I fear I won't fit in...
What do I want?
I want to be happy...
I want to sour up high as the eagle...
I want to be free and be happy...
I want to live.