Yes, its my everything... everything i love i can't do.... its been challenging, especially the no money thing, down 50K with the injury.. anything i would replace work with for money is kinda gone too... painting (though i can do a very little), sewing, tutu making, gardening. Can hardly even cook... well its hard.

Had a lot on my mind that is for sure. but i need to try and figure out what to do now. Doesnt look like hand will repair. pretty upset. actually

Just sad i let everything slide.