so sorry, i just sort of turned off the computer and then finding the password again was just so much bother. I know that sounds silly but i just sort of turned off many things as they were too hard. Then as the weeks went by it became harder and harder... you know like when you need to go to the doctor but dont. So you know i, i thought about it every day though... sort of on the mend... but i still can't draw well, or do anything that involves use of strength in my thumb. Its quite a challenge

again sorry, but here is the explaination. crying as i give it