Oh i understand completely,

I have never managed NaNoWriMo either... i tried got about 17 days or so in and was like... have never touched that book again.. sigh.. I still have the words floating in my head. Unloved and un finished.

My creative cycles are somewhat binge cycles. I have high hopes of writing a post a day. doing a video a day. creating a design a day and a painting a day and watering the garden each day...

but no...

instead i write 50 blog posts in a week..

then won't blog in a week because i've decided that its painting and ill paint not stop for days.

then i feel bad as all my you tube people have send me messages and ive ignored them because i'm painting and i feel dreadful about going back to posting as normal because i "abandoned" them.

then i realise i never finished any of the paintings and i just dither about not finishing anything or doing anything well... Then i'll learn to bake Meringues.

Just for laughs.... i clean the house the same way too :-) :-) :-)

I DO like lists and order and method though. Which might sounds strange. I am Artistic (Not autistic) Just have not quite found my rhythm yet...

Thanks for the post

BLINGIT (Sarah)