Combining work, crochet and hive won't be so hard or so I thought. When I got my job back a few months ago, I was skeptical about going back but still delighted. I loved my job before quitting, so going back to the job wasn't the worst thing I could do at the time.
Before then I was active on hive and I loved it. It opened me to a world I didn't know existed and I was happy to be a part of the community. So, of course, there was no way I was going to stop just because I got my job back.
Then there's crochet - the literal love of my life. 
I am content with my life revolving around these three things. So far, I feel content with the way my life is going. Nevertheless, it does get really hard to keep up sometimes. I do love my job but some times I just want to take a break from work and do other meaningful things with my life.
It feels overwhelming keeping up with everything. Work is taking more of my time than I want it to, it is basically what's stresses me out the most. You know sometimes I wonder why we have to live through life like this–grow into adulthood and work for the most of your life. if you're lucky enough then you retire early and live the rest of your life trying to catch up with the years you've missed. Sometimes I wonder what's the point of life.
Anyway, it gets exhausting combining 3 things kudos to those who can manage 3 or more things daily. Sometimes my brain completely goes blank and that's where music comes in. I have a playlist for when I was to listen to something soothing and let my mind wander.
I miss really engaging in the community. I miss catching up with a lot of people on hive. My daily life gets exhausting but I feel like it will get better over time and I'll get better at managing my time - I hope.
Thanks for stopping by ❤️
