Hi hive! Call me @blacknight19, I'm a senior high school student at Ilihan Integrated School. When I grow up my life is full of admiration for others, I have a humble and joyful complete family. I'm the 5th born son of 8 siblings, My mother was gone at the age of 8 the moment when my mother was gone my life was miserable I'm broken into pieces even my older brother and sister cannot heal the pain. My life is full of struggles like I don't know what to do at that time. I drink, smoke, hang out with my friends, and do a lot of things that teenagers don't do. l stopped my studies because of it. I never expected this to my own life I ruined everything that I have like my communication with my sister and brother and my reputation about myself. But I realize I have a father to lean on and get my inspiration for my future. My father encouraged me to proceed with my studies and pursue my dreams.

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My tattoos

The tattoo of my skin was my addiction after 5 years after my mother's passing. I was fascinated by my friends' tattoos then. I got ink on my skin. First I got a small one and another but I wasn't satisfied then I got a big one. I don't know what the tattoo mean or what its effect on me will be but as time went by fast I realized the tattoos were not good for me. I was dismayed at myself why I'm doing this, and why I ruined myself but this failure.

The Tattoos I have...

This is the tattoo on my left leg, inked by my cousin. My cousin and I entered a competition in the tattoo artist edition in Bogo. I was the model and my cousin was my tattoo artist. We won third place that time. Many people said it hurt because of the length and width of the art in my legs but for me, it wasn't a problem because of my high pain tolerance.

The second competition
This is the tattoo on my right leg, inked by my cousin. This tattoo has also a wide length.

This is my other tattoo. It was by my own will. Even though I have many tattoos, I have a good heart to help others. Not all tattoos are bad some others have a meaning for why they ink their body just like me. I ink my skin with my curiosity, fascination, and love for the arts.

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My hobbies

Writing a song

Writing a song is my comfort zone and stress reliever, when I'm bored or sad I just write in my notebook if it gives relief and give me piece then. I rely on it by writing a song on my own.

Traveling

Travel it's give calm and looking for nice places and making new things and adventures...

My first travel is Kantakuyan Spring has a breathtaking view and sparkling water there is no entrance fee you can chill and relax..

Banyan Spring is a part of Northern Cebu. This banyan spring has 7ft, 6ft, and 4ft pools. There is a grotto on the side.

Maravilla Beach resort is a white sand beach and is good for taking pictures. There are many activities you can like kayaking, staying overnight in the cottage, and diving.

Driving motorcycle

When I was 8 years old I was fascinated by motorcycles. I love long rides with friends and hang out in the other places.

Food trip on the seaside

I love eating seafood like sea urchins, and shells, grilling fish, and fishing.

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For now, after so many years I stand by my own and have a lot of experience like how to express myself to others. Before I joined here in the hive, I was introduced by @callmesmile I'm so thankful to join this community, and thank you for @indayclara assisting me in this journey.