Wonderful post! Loved your calm and deep voice! Also your native language is so beautifull 😍 Really would love to hear you sing 😁
I identify with some of the insecurities you shared. I always liked to sing and also had the dream to be a singer someday. Sadly I have the most out of tune voice ever and I was very conscious about it. Plus one or two public embaressements along my childhood 😅 So I was never able to sing in public (even the happy birthday song 😆)
Luckly my parter is into music and for the past 5 years has been pulling me back to explore my voice and guitar. It has been a difficult path because I still can't sing in front of ANYone except him now. I really freeze when people stare at me and it feels like no sound can come out of my throat. I start sweeting everywere and run away. I can only sing alone in the car and in the shower (classic) so I've been doing that non stop.
Never liked hearing my voice and I also tested it a few years back and it was dreadful and painfull to hear myself 🤣 I think I've improved a lot so far but still missing the courage to try recording again and I'm afraid it's still awful 🙈
But one thing I've learned in facing this fears is that there is this subcounscient idea that you can't sing unless you are a profesional or you're good enough to "monetize it". And I came to learned that you can just sing if it's something you enjoy doing. Not limiting yourself because you are not excelent or can't make a living out of it.
The world is our oyster and the only limits that we have are the ones that we put ourselves, thinking that dreaming and exploring have an expiration date. They don't. Dreaming is for free, so why not dream a bigger dream?
YOU GO GIRL 💪
RE: Make your own MTV