I know the hardship. Despite my body being abnormal and not fertile, I'm going through it at my age. And it SUCKS! It's no fun. You feel like you're in an oven, and then a couple hours later you swear someone stuck you in a freezer, and then it's back to the oven. And if it's not that, it's your body telling you it's not happy with you and, yeah, not fun.