I think am entering a surreal stage like am neither here or there. Like I don’t know how to feel. Not sure what to think. Guess I have to flow with it. Not going to fight the universe. Resistance is futile I reckon. Time will tell how it plays out. Whether I sink or soar depends on something bigger than me. I know that especially now. I try to sleep enough eat healthy enough write enough. Maybe life is not enough. Who knows what is enough for your soul to be satisfied.