I cursed a demon in my dream I screamed evil on the astral plane way below my subconscious I killed my friends they were dead already just broken memories stabbing me with their darkest apologies before

My first day on my new hustle was smooth sailing. For my first offer I had to pick up meds from a pharmacy and deliver to the client. And I got paid through the app almost immediately. That was awesome.

Trying a new gig today out there in the world and online. I will be walking miles and keeping it real. Need to chase that paper by any means necessary. Supplementing my income is a must. I need multiple

A cellar for power and reflection I charge my machines in solitude I listen to the silence as it quickens It gets louder than noise like it was starving I get drenched in it I might never speak again My

Fall is already here. I woke early as usual to get a jump on the coming day. Read, gave thanks for small mercies, drank tea as I wait for the dawn. It will feel like summer this week. High temperatures

I ride for an hour plus over land and water and inside subterranean My thoughts never stop My mind firing ecstatic My life flowing before me Soul compass engaged Reassuring I won’t get lost in my head

Today is the last Saturday in Summer 2019. The sun is bright. The trees are green. There’s no sign of Fall but trust me it is here lurking, ready to kick Summer out the door. Meanwhile I go about my business

Steem dollars latest price in the various markets shows a decline against BTC, Eth and USD respectively. This is the for the last 24 hours. To be honest I had forgotten about SBD since we don't get paid

What does it all mean when a million visions taunt me and too many forks in the way? What is my next move? The path always evolving for whatever turn I take Whether I drown or fly Time will correct the

Steem's latest update addresses the most pressing issues facing the platform. It's pretty radical. image by pixabay

Debating whether to fix my old old computers or strip them down for parts and recycle what's left. I will definitely keep the hard drives for a NAS thingy. Also the MSI GPU which is relatively new. And

The machine failed when I couldn't afford to I have my life to fix and so much depends on inorganic symmetry

Been avoiding the city lately. Soon I will be back there though hustling. Will be chasing that paper with renewed vigor. I am joining the gig economy to supplement my income. I will be on foot just the

Feel the world inside my throat I swallow it for redemption

I do believe everyday above ground is a good day. no matter what you going through just having breath is magical. sometimes I wake up weak and powerless. I can hardly move. the day feels overwhelming but

A cage was the last straw got handcuffed by life Fate threw out my case I ran to the rest of my days Ugly in my rearview madness sealed forever Something had to give

I have been eating up a storm lately. Feels like I was starving and I must make up for every morsel of food I missed. I am eating everything in sight. At this rate I might end up eating the entire world's

When I was a child world was golden now I have become man hell is binding

My hair fell late after more than three years The scissors like a scythe A harvester of time Memories in every strand My past in a heap on the floor

Got my game face on. Am mad stoked to hit a hundred. Easier said than done though. I think I have suffered enough. I grieved and kept on grieving when I tried to heal. Got caught up in a lot of negatives