Sorry to hear that @rebeccabe. Life can give some difficult times but hope things will get better for you. Impermanence and equanimity can be easy concept to grab but very difficult to embody and times like these can be a great teacher into the impermanent nature of things. Sending live, prayers and strength - we are with you my friend 🧘🏼‍♂️🧘🏼‍♀️