I am the exact opposite of you! I live in the desert and the winter months mean most activity! It is too hot in the summer to be outside and active so I have to get that activity in now! I too have an idea of what I should look like, and I am still on track to lose another 20 lbs or so. Everyone is like "you look fine" and I'm like I don't want to look fine, I want to look GOOD damnit! :)