Hey guys!
So I am usually pretty happy go lucky, and today I am just really down. I would have normally just decided not to get out of bed, and instead, laid around like a sleepy sloth, but I thought it was really important to try to fight through this and not let it ruin the next few days for me. I am on a roll with video making. (Yes I know I have been releasing a lot.) It has helped keep me distracted from deeper, darker things.
If anyone watching struggles with anxiety or depression, man I SO feel you, and feel for you, and I am ALWAYS willing to lend an open ear and talk, either on here or in the discord. My best friend from high school shot herself halfway through University, and it has haunted my life ever since, in thinking that I was responsible..
I don't mean for this to be crazy heavy, but I do want to reach out, because not only does it help me as a distraction, but maybe it would help you too.
Hope you guys are all well.
xoxo-Beth
(You can find me lurking around a few of the discords, or search for me 
